Blood Donation

Blood donation drive by CV! Thanks to CV! and donors for choosing to save a live today!
Personally I thank CV! for carrying out this activity giving me the opportunity to donate my blood without any hassle! =P

Enough sleep and enough vitamins is really essential before thinking about donating your blood.
Because of last night's lack of sleep seeing your blood draining from your veins is not your most favorite thing to see.

My energy is all drained.

*those who I've told will know why...*

huhuhu T_T

Somebody saveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee me.... !!

-Smallville-

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The Little Grain of Sugar

Have you the feeling of a little grain of sugar in your mouth when all you've tasted before were all just plain water?

Are you that little grain of sugar in someone else's life?

I know I was...

Once..

but...

an indescribable hurt has caused my heart to bleed..

when you feel like there is someone who you could really trust..

think again.....

I once thought that a relationship could work if it was based on trust..
Letting your partner have the freedom he wants, because you know at the end of the day it was all worth it.. For everything will be alright because you can trust him..

However, I am sad to tell you..
That...its not helping...
but it just gives your partner an 'easy-access pathway' to betray you...
to come up with situations that hurt you...

love can be simple but the complicated ones.....
are the one people are interested in....
if you're under that category...
don't bother to be my friend....

your partner can do all these in a carefree manner...

because...

afterall in the end, he knows you will trust him...

When it happens to you, first you feel like wanting to make him feel so bad inside almost like a feeling of knives going through his heart because that doesn't even compare to what you feel right now...

but if your love surpasses all these feelings in a matter of time...

you will never have the heart and I say again never... have the heart to hurt him like what he did to you..

why hurt two hearts at the same time? and why hurt someone you love?
is there any gain from it?

for love has no vengeance..

Please... someone tell me.. that this pain will go away...
and when will I forget all these that has happened to me....so I can move on to another day..
I don't want to be trapped in this pain...




Am I still that little grain of sugar of yours?

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Pulse

My blog is certified dead. I know! Hehe! But I’m here to give it some pulse and hope it keeps running!

The semester has finally comes to its end. Results are out and new semester is beginning pretty soon!

The semester was pretty challenging. Speaking in terms of education and emotions. Assignments, projects and tests hits in like a never-ending flow. As soon as the finals leap off of my schedule, I had to plan a surprise birthday and also a farewell.

Oja’s birthday has always been my after final examination agenda. It was all good, hope she was surprised as the two guys who were leaving us, Jeffery and Michael. Will miss you guys tonnes!

On the 20^th June, I flew to Peninsular with Oguchi-chan! We had a great laugh in the airplane. You know if you have good company during the airplane journey, the journeying duration will feel shorter?

Oguchi and I were geared to our Peninsular Food Trip led by the most famous chipmunk..*ahermmmmm clears throat* Alvinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

Hanged out in KL for the first few days, then we headed to Ipoh and then Penang. Penang was greattttttt… Will blog about this separately when I get the photographs from Oguchi-chan!

Overall, the trip was great! I got to meet people like Edric, Angie, Jmee, Robert, Kenin, Grace, Erina and Cheryl! Phewhhhh! Can have VCF celebration in Peninsular already! Hahaha! ^^ Not forgetting my two Ipoh friendssss, Tony and Jane! Thank you so much for meeting us up for lunchhh! And bringing me to the finest Ipoh Hor Fun stall! I won’t forget that! One more one more! Kekekeke!

We headed to Malacca as well. And had a compact one day food trip! From chicken rice balls, dim sums, cendol to ‘satay celup’! Never in history have I queued up for almost an hour for food! But it was all good cuz I was with a great bunch! And the bunch included Penguinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! So happy to be able to meet him again! Thanks Alvin! ^^

The Bak Kut Teh from Klang did not go missing on my list! First time having both dry and wet Bak Kut Teh! Yummy! ^^ And having to meet Jason, Tracy and Wai Yen on my trip as well. This is a bonus! Hehe! ^^ Thanks dear!

Blogs should not be about words only but short sentences and photos. I guess I am doing pretty bad here.. But I still have to wait for the photographs… *huhuhu*

So till then I guess! * too loos* !

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Sunrise

A beautiful moment..
It may not be the perfect sunrise..
Beautiful as it is I will cherish..

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boyceavenue

Have been so addicted to this song for the past few days.. actually for about 2 weeks d!
But still I love ittttttttttttttt!..
Sharing it with ya all...

They are known as boyceavenue from Florida. ^^
Should log in to youtube and listen to their covers!
Phewwwwwitttttttttttttttttttt! =P~

Alejandro rock on both acoustics and piano! ^^

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I shouldnt let u leave

当你决定你要离开我


我没有说什么


就当作你自由


有好几次 我都想挽留


苦求也没有用


就当作是寂寞

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surgery

Again felt the fear of cutting and stitches..
Taste of blood and solitude..
The night before I could not sleep...
Keep on awakening at odd hours

Where were you when I needed you?

T.T

Arose from my bed in the morning..
Still I can manage a smile,
Got myself ready for something I was not looking forward to.....
Drove myself to a four walled building known as the hospital..
Anxious but fearful waiting in line for my name to be called...

' Amanda Chin! '

My heart just skipped a beat..

' It's my turn? ermm.. Now? '

Met a doc/surgeon called Dr.Matt...
Explained the procedures....


*tick tock tick tock* (last 20 minutes to prepare myself emotionally and mind)


Lying helplessly, cloth-covered my body..
All I see is a bright light shining on top of me..
What a surgery room looks like?


but darker when the operation was carried out..

My mind was spinning and thinking so much..
The last time I went through this I had Mama by my side..
But now..
No one was there with me ..
to let me feel more peace and calmness with the grip of a hand..
Really needed that... but the only hand I could hold was my own.....

T.T

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EB

-E.B-

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name


The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you


Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here


When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

-E.G-

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