Bumps I failed to swerve..

I've finally took up the courage to write this post after such...

The unpredictable life.

Was all excited and happy about the holidays in July..

Never knew things could turn out like this..

My heart rose so up filled with so much happiness.. and contentment for life..

Love surrounds me. And I know I love them with all my heart..

God. Family. Lover. Friends.

But... the unpredictable happened.

Goodbye Grandpa.. I love you so much. I'm sorry. :(

I was just one day late to see you..

I was just one day late to hear your voice..

I was just one day late to feel your hands..

I was just one day late to enjoy your presence.. *tear*

When I finally accepted that I wouldn't be able to see you again..

Memories of you flashed back.. I am proud to have you as my grandpa.. Rest in peace Ah Kong~


Things were alright soon.. Nick was with me.. And he was there to cheer me up..

Days passed... my dear said goodbye.. *tears*

And I had to say goodbye my lover.. I have loved you will all my heart and always I will...

You will always be my friend. And I will always be here for you..

Sent you off at the airport.. Hope you know its not easy for me..

See your face in my mind as I drive away cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people and sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie, it's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down, now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple, never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand, and I can't breathe, without you,
But I have to, breathe,
Without you, but I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

Sorry

I've fallen. And when would I stand on my feet again? I really don't know...

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