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Surprisingly as I browse through the channels on Astro, MTV caught my attention for at least 10 minutes. A video clip from Pink on her 2006 debut song 'Who Knew' and also Kelly Clarkson's 'Walk Away'.. Both so controversial in fact !

Since Valentine's Day is just around the corner, there were these pop up messages you can actually send to MTV so that the intended people your message is for, can actually read it, together with the peeple who were happening to watch that video clip at that moment. I assumed there were guys and girls sending in those messages from the look of their names. Many were expressing how bad their love experiences were. How painful it is when the love of their life has finally dissappeared. How hateful the emotions involved were. The forever and undying misery that can never seem to have an end to it. And what those experiences have left them with what they are now.. However, some did expressed that love teaches them a lot and they are learning from those painful experiences to be a stronger person! In short, they would never give up on love. Never.

Pink's story behind her song, she keeps the memory of her love one forever. For he has made a promise to her and their love will be forever. If anyone comes to advice her to move on because in three years time (separation duration) He would be long gone. As in he would never come back to her arms. So move on! Pink would defend him and give them a good punch for she believes her love will come back.

Pink's story has moved me. Waiting is not something easy to do. It takes a lot of courage, discipline and also faith in yourself and your lover. I believe if its true love. Waiting would not be that hard for us. The heart knows it the best for a thousand miles could never break the undying bond of love in the hearts of true lovers. Which we often called as loyalty and unconditional love.

On the other hand, Kelly is telling us that we have to move on because some guys are really players. When they got you , they take you for granted. So if they do not care for you, just move on. Don't wait for them like a kid waiting for their ride home after school. Girls are looking for attention and love and care from their lover. If they don't have an answer for that. They ain't for you.Guys, if you don't care about a girl at all, just leave .. Don't leave things hanging around and get the girl's emotion all mixed up. It could ruin our lives. You might be the cause of everything bad that's happening in her life. A scar for life.
Psychology distress and negativity is no game. It's a murderer. Better safe than sorry. If you do not want a relationship, then don't even try to outburst your mixed up #$$#$@$ emotions and decide to take it back later.
Pretender, just WALK AWAY!

Valentine's day is soooo near. You can see Valentine's gift stalls mushrooming around the city. Lovers joking around on what they should get for each other. Gift orders flying here and there. Friends or relatives busy with Valentine preparations to earn an extra income in their pocket. Broken hearts expressing how much they miss their ex's and how much they would love to spend Valentine's with them. Loners who speaks of how lonely this year 2007's Valentine would be again.. What's more, hearts that frets every single beat of their heart because they have not capture the hearts of the one they love....

As for me, Valentine's would be again lonely too.. Loner's category! *sigh* However, in a way I am glad and still happy because the Lord has not let go of the hands of someone I deeply love. Lord, please hold on tight. >.<

a friend...
a neighbour...
affliate...
a 'hi and goodbye' friend...
or even as an enemy..
or someone whom I would never meet again..

Any it may be Lord.. Just let him live on, be healthy and happy..
Thank You from the bottom of my heart Lord..

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If I could give you one thing in life,
I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes,
only then would you realize how special you are to me...

When I saw you I liked you,
when I liked you I loved you,
when I loved you I lost you.

I love you more than any word can say ...
I love you more than every action I take ...
I'll be right here loving you till the end.

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