Short

Have not been writing in my blog for like ages..
And I know its kinda disappointing to some of my friends..
Like as if my blog is actually dying and soon-to-be not visited and unlinked.
This is going to be a short post too as its like 3am now! Goin to hit the sack in a few minutes.
Semester has ended. Shortened the story it was not a good one. But aint going to talk about that for now. Maybe in another post.

Just browsed through some photographs taken on Grandma's birthday which I did not attend. Grandpa had this picture which was so cute. With his hands waving 'HI'. To be honest I actually miss this two grandparents of mine. When I was a kid, I used to stay in their room watch tv and eat biscuits which granny prepared. Now all this moments are just deeply missed. I'm no longer a kid anymore and my grandparents are growing very much older. =(

I came upon this picture of my granduncle the sixth. He was with his famous smile with his long long white beard! Wise old man from China! Hehe! He writes books and is great in Chinese literature. Admire him a lot and feel so low when with him because I'm a Chinese too but I cannot do the same!

Typical banana-me!

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But that was not what that really strike me. I felt a sudden sadness in my heart. Granduncle has just lost the one he most loved in his life. He lost his angel, his partner, his other half and the mother of his children. I cannot imagine how hurting that feels. The other half of you just ripped and taken away from you forever. I cannot help but tear when it comes to situations where you lose a dear one. I remember when I was half way through my books and got a message from Mama that my grandaunt just passed away. I could not believe it. I knew she was sick but I thought she should be getting better with the treatment she was getting from the hospital. Seems like I was wrong. Now I'm never going to see her again!

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I will remember you forever Lak Lau Sim!
Your cute laughter and cute granny face !
May your soul rest in peace..

I cannot help but worry. Ah Kong, Mamah and Popo are all growing much older. The year just passes so quickly..The new year is coming again..

Lord, please prepare my heart for the things You had in plan for all of us. Protect us from all possibilities of hurtfulness and pain. Help me be obedient to Your words and Your purpose for me in this life. May everything that happens in my life be in accordance to Your will. Amen.

“ Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. But his delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night.” (Psalm 1:1-2)