The Little Grain of Sugar

Have you the feeling of a little grain of sugar in your mouth when all you've tasted before were all just plain water?

Are you that little grain of sugar in someone else's life?

I know I was...

Once..

but...

an indescribable hurt has caused my heart to bleed..

when you feel like there is someone who you could really trust..

think again.....

I once thought that a relationship could work if it was based on trust..
Letting your partner have the freedom he wants, because you know at the end of the day it was all worth it.. For everything will be alright because you can trust him..

However, I am sad to tell you..
That...its not helping...
but it just gives your partner an 'easy-access pathway' to betray you...
to come up with situations that hurt you...

love can be simple but the complicated ones.....
are the one people are interested in....
if you're under that category...
don't bother to be my friend....

your partner can do all these in a carefree manner...

because...

afterall in the end, he knows you will trust him...

When it happens to you, first you feel like wanting to make him feel so bad inside almost like a feeling of knives going through his heart because that doesn't even compare to what you feel right now...

but if your love surpasses all these feelings in a matter of time...

you will never have the heart and I say again never... have the heart to hurt him like what he did to you..

why hurt two hearts at the same time? and why hurt someone you love?
is there any gain from it?

for love has no vengeance..

Please... someone tell me.. that this pain will go away...
and when will I forget all these that has happened to me....so I can move on to another day..
I don't want to be trapped in this pain...




Am I still that little grain of sugar of yours?