t i r e d

I will not retaliate any longer.. nor will I ask you to stay....

My heart is so tired that its heartbeat interprets no meaning....

Every night before I sleep, I tell myself it's okay... Tomorrow will be a better day...

I guess Tomorrow will never come... our Tomorrow will never come...

Things no longer feel the same... You are not the same...

So I guess its time to move on ...

I will move on....

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Rush 'MINUTES'..Drive AEROPLANE!

6th day of work..

Marks the worst day! Heard from yesterday, the regional manager of Miri was going to be

around..Better be early and make a good impression! To the horror, I saw the locks on the gate

that seemed so huge! What makes it huge it is because my CAR is LOCKED inside

there! How am I gonna teleport my car out from there? It’s 7.50 a.m. already!

Tried calling some people whom I thought could help me out BUT they switched OFF their

phones! Even him. Of all times! Felt so hopeless that I just wanna walk across the road

without looking… Time is ticking but who’s to care? ONLY ME!!!

The jam was freaking LONG ! And cars were damn SLOW ! Feel like ramming all the

cars or just stop the engine in the middle of the road and just SLEEP!

With that level of stress, it is gonna drive me insane one day! Now what is the use of

leaving a spare time of 45 minutes before departing to your work place when you meet with

BAD LUCK?

My answer is… NO USE!

JUST KILL ME

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VCF 9th Anniversary!

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Blood Donation

Blood donation drive by CV! Thanks to CV! and donors for choosing to save a live today!
Personally I thank CV! for carrying out this activity giving me the opportunity to donate my blood without any hassle! =P

Enough sleep and enough vitamins is really essential before thinking about donating your blood.
Because of last night's lack of sleep seeing your blood draining from your veins is not your most favorite thing to see.

My energy is all drained.

*those who I've told will know why...*

huhuhu T_T

Somebody saveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee me.... !!

-Smallville-

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The Little Grain of Sugar

Have you the feeling of a little grain of sugar in your mouth when all you've tasted before were all just plain water?

Are you that little grain of sugar in someone else's life?

I know I was...

Once..

but...

an indescribable hurt has caused my heart to bleed..

when you feel like there is someone who you could really trust..

think again.....

I once thought that a relationship could work if it was based on trust..
Letting your partner have the freedom he wants, because you know at the end of the day it was all worth it.. For everything will be alright because you can trust him..

However, I am sad to tell you..
That...its not helping...
but it just gives your partner an 'easy-access pathway' to betray you...
to come up with situations that hurt you...

love can be simple but the complicated ones.....
are the one people are interested in....
if you're under that category...
don't bother to be my friend....

your partner can do all these in a carefree manner...

because...

afterall in the end, he knows you will trust him...

When it happens to you, first you feel like wanting to make him feel so bad inside almost like a feeling of knives going through his heart because that doesn't even compare to what you feel right now...

but if your love surpasses all these feelings in a matter of time...

you will never have the heart and I say again never... have the heart to hurt him like what he did to you..

why hurt two hearts at the same time? and why hurt someone you love?
is there any gain from it?

for love has no vengeance..

Please... someone tell me.. that this pain will go away...
and when will I forget all these that has happened to me....so I can move on to another day..
I don't want to be trapped in this pain...




Am I still that little grain of sugar of yours?

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Pulse

My blog is certified dead. I know! Hehe! But I’m here to give it some pulse and hope it keeps running!

The semester has finally comes to its end. Results are out and new semester is beginning pretty soon!

The semester was pretty challenging. Speaking in terms of education and emotions. Assignments, projects and tests hits in like a never-ending flow. As soon as the finals leap off of my schedule, I had to plan a surprise birthday and also a farewell.

Oja’s birthday has always been my after final examination agenda. It was all good, hope she was surprised as the two guys who were leaving us, Jeffery and Michael. Will miss you guys tonnes!

On the 20^th June, I flew to Peninsular with Oguchi-chan! We had a great laugh in the airplane. You know if you have good company during the airplane journey, the journeying duration will feel shorter?

Oguchi and I were geared to our Peninsular Food Trip led by the most famous chipmunk..*ahermmmmm clears throat* Alvinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

Hanged out in KL for the first few days, then we headed to Ipoh and then Penang. Penang was greattttttt… Will blog about this separately when I get the photographs from Oguchi-chan!

Overall, the trip was great! I got to meet people like Edric, Angie, Jmee, Robert, Kenin, Grace, Erina and Cheryl! Phewhhhh! Can have VCF celebration in Peninsular already! Hahaha! ^^ Not forgetting my two Ipoh friendssss, Tony and Jane! Thank you so much for meeting us up for lunchhh! And bringing me to the finest Ipoh Hor Fun stall! I won’t forget that! One more one more! Kekekeke!

We headed to Malacca as well. And had a compact one day food trip! From chicken rice balls, dim sums, cendol to ‘satay celup’! Never in history have I queued up for almost an hour for food! But it was all good cuz I was with a great bunch! And the bunch included Penguinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! So happy to be able to meet him again! Thanks Alvin! ^^

The Bak Kut Teh from Klang did not go missing on my list! First time having both dry and wet Bak Kut Teh! Yummy! ^^ And having to meet Jason, Tracy and Wai Yen on my trip as well. This is a bonus! Hehe! ^^ Thanks dear!

Blogs should not be about words only but short sentences and photos. I guess I am doing pretty bad here.. But I still have to wait for the photographs… *huhuhu*

So till then I guess! * too loos* !

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Sunrise

A beautiful moment..
It may not be the perfect sunrise..
Beautiful as it is I will cherish..

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boyceavenue

Have been so addicted to this song for the past few days.. actually for about 2 weeks d!
But still I love ittttttttttttttt!..
Sharing it with ya all...

They are known as boyceavenue from Florida. ^^
Should log in to youtube and listen to their covers!
Phewwwwwitttttttttttttttttttt! =P~

Alejandro rock on both acoustics and piano! ^^

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